April Summer

April Summer (in the Mission)

the rare heat,
the damp collection
under my arms,
and sunscreen grease -
a rare happiness
like the Prince cover/folk lady duet:
stand-up bass,
stompin’ powered drums
on the corner -
hot concrete
cooks errands
into meanders
past parklet loungers:
sticky cool
“salt of the earth”
murmurs
“mission mango”
stains
“dias de los Gigantes”
shirts
translate
to tipsy evening
a rare warm one
on 16th between Mission & Valencia

we left the jungle behind, right?
but trees grow inside
darker wilderness
than I’ve confronted -
green groves of the interior
a rare sight

November Adventures Away!

I feel like from now until January is going to be packed. My To Do list is outrageous (I know, I know, isn’t it always?), I’m working four jobs (freelance artist, WordPress admin assistant, House of Air barista, & Lick-Wilmerding High School dance costume consultant), and there’s going to be travel, guests, & holidays all rolled up into one big ball of awesome. Happily, this past weekend, MM and I were able to take a deep breath and have a little slice of real weekend to start November off right.

On Sunday, we braved the rain, a bus on parade route, and a slightly nutty, totally great bus driver, to get to the Ferry Building for the Larkspur ferry to Marin. We had plenty of time there to pick up a present for MM’s dad, bread (herb slab from Acme Bread Co.) for my House of Air staff event, delicious macaroon’s from Miette, and excellent coffee from Blue Bottle.

We took the ferry across to Marin and were picked up by MM’s mom, who drove us to their house in the hills of San Rafael. I hadn’t spent a lot of time with MM’s parents before, but we had a great time. I got a tour of their house, we had lunch, and giggled over old family albums – which reminded me a lot of my Mom’s size-able album collection. The experience made me doubly excited for my upcoming trip to CO for Thanksgiving – only 2 weeks away!

We drove MM’s car back and he dropped me off at House of Air for work. I was sad to have our day out end, but felt bolstered by the beautiful sunset setting SF aglow. I really do live in a beautiful city!

Here’s to November adventures!

Mom & Dad’s Autumn Sauerkraut

I’ve been swamped lately with my new job and the required barista training. It’s been really fun and interesting! We did drip and French press coffee training at House of Air. Then, I went to Oakland for 3 hours for 3 days to do espresso training with Blue Bottle Coffee. I went from knowing practically nothing about espresso to so much! I felt very accomplished when the last day, I made a cappuccino that was actually drinkable and delicious. Also, I loved the Blue Bottle vibe. Our trainers were very knowledgeable, yet laid back and fun to work with. And every morning, when we came in at 8 AM, they were playing  metal or punk. That’s the way to start the day!

My new coffee training reminded me a lot of learning tea ceremony in Kyoto, with my high school students. It really resonates with me that we build rituals and importance around the simple things in life – what we drink, what we eat, and understanding how they are deeply affected by the season, the month, the week, the day, and our very selves in the moment of preparation.

It’s Fall, and it’s actually been feeling like it here in SF. October is my favorite month. The cool weather, the changing leaves (as much as we get that here in CA), and the darker hours always sets me musing. It’s a thoughtful time, and this month I’ve been really feeling nostalgic and homesick for both Colorado and Japan. I’ve been yearning for “home,” even as I wonder where that is these days, as I feel more and more attached to SF, yet continue to miss other places and people. Maybe that’s why I called my parents up one evening and asked for a recipe that I always want to make when October rolls around. To me, it’s a quintessential autumn recipe; surprisingly simple and always delicious!

Another Adventure in Cooking: Mom & Dad’s Autumn Saurkraut (for 2 people)

You’ll need:

1/2 yellow onion – chopped

2 Bratwurst or Sausages – cut in half, or however you like to grill them (Fun Fact: We bought supplies the night the Giants started the series against the Phillies, and got special “Lincecum Brats”!)

1 – 1.5 red apples – peel if you like, cored, and sliced

Lots o’ sauerkraut

Proceed:

In a frying pan, brown the Brats or sausages. Add the chopped onion and when it’s soft and brown on the edges, add apple slices.

Drain out most of the liquid from the sauerkraut and add to the pan. Mix everything together.

Simmer on low for 20 – 30 minutes.

Add extras as you like: Salt and pepper, crushed red pepper, Dijon mustard (my fav!)

Notes:

Brats are a little harder to use as I found you needed to cook them longer before everything else and they have a tendency to fall apart.

If you like your apples a little firmer, I would add them later – after adding the saurkraut, maybe even once everything is set simmering – otherwise, they tend to get mushy and lost in the mix.

Enjoy!

Even More Autumn Cooking Fun: I’ve been trying to cook with squashes more, now that they’re in season. Last night we chopped up half a delicata squash and added it to a pasta sauce and were really impressed with how the texture and flavor benefited the sauce. It was so tasty! Also, we tried added freshly grated ginger to baked acorn squash and it really adds a delightful zing!

The Hunt for Worthwhile and Surprising Conclusions

Nothing like a sick day to write a blog post! Even feeling gross, I can still use my down time to get some low key, Internet, “to do,” done, right? Speaking of taking advantage of whatever comes your way, I’ve been meaning to write about some unique job opportunities that have come my way recently.

A a little over a month ago, I started to realize that I really needed a 2nd job to make ends meet. I was really stressed financially and emotionally, and so started to look for work. I felt better as soon as I decided to take action and look on Craigslist and send out at least 1 resume and application every day. I really believe that when you put yourself out there with a goal, and start looking for answers, the Universe responds. Job hunting is no fun, but I found it kind of interesting to see what I was drawn to, what I was willing to write a cover letter for, and where I could actually see myself working. Unlike when I first moved here last September, when I was basically looking for ANYTHING, this time around I felt like I was being more selective – not in a picky way, just in a “No, I want to do worthwhile work” way. What does “worthwhile work” mean, anyway? Job hunting was a way to explore the possibilities.

One of the first interviews I got was at this very cool salon/art gallery in the Tenderloin. I really liked the vibe and the people, but it wasn’t meant to be. However, on the bus ride back from the interview, I ended up sitting next to this woman who was having a conversation on her cell phone that got my attention. The subject of the conversation, and the bits of thread on her dress, told me immediately that she was a costumer. For about 15 seconds, I hesitated, then figured, “what the heck!” and turned to introduce myself. We ended up having a great conversation and I gave her my business card.

A couple of weeks ago, I got a call from her! She asked me if I was available to come help her with the costumes for the new ODC Theater Opening Gala. I ended up working 3 solid days of too many tuxedo jackets and not enough time, but we somehow pulled it off and we got along famously. I can’t wait to work for her again. If you’d like to see some of her high caliber costuming, check out her Facebook page and Etsy shop!

During this same time period, I got a random email from my good friend Mr. J, who wanted to draw my attention to an awesome new fixture in his neighborhood: The House of Air Trampoline Park.

Checking out their website, I saw they were hiring and once again, figured, “what the heck!” and started working my cover letter (with the help of my personal editor, MQ). A week later I got an email asking me to come in for a group interview. I biked out to the Presidio and was thoroughly impressed with the manager who conducted the interview and the beautiful facility. The next day they asked if I could start working right away! I jumped right in to cafe crew duties, Lysol-ing trampoline shoes, and learning the barely born procedures and answers to customers’ many questions.

The schedule is ideal, the pay good, my fellow co-workers really cool, AND I get to jump for free anytime I’m off the clock. I can’t wait to check out the air training classes, too. Barista training is on the horizon, as well as CPR & 1st aid certification. The bike commute is epic, but I kind of love it – I get to travel the scenic 8.5 miles from Potrero Hill, past AT&T Park, along the entire Embarcadero stretch of piers, past Fort Mason, and through Chrissy Field, to the converted airplane hangar that is HOA. True, some of my paycheck will be going to outfitting my bike to get it ideal, but I’d probably be doing that anyway!

Going back to my question – why does my job at HOA fit my idea of “worthwhile work”? Here are my thoughts:

- I’m working for a start up. HOA was the dream of two friends who found a way to make it happen. They are really cool guys, with their hearts and hands in every aspect of the park. That passion is great to witness and be a part of.

- With my dance background, my desire to keep up my physical training and explore new ways of physical expression, I just can’t help but get excited when I walk in the door. I really love the environment.

- I really like working with customers and doing simple things to make people happy. HOA is great because it’s a simple idea taken to new heights. In my interview, I asked our manager what her favorite part of the job is, and she said “Seeing the smiles on customers faces.” And it’s true. It’s great working at a place where people come to play and be happy.

Biking to work this weekend, with the Blue Angels rocketing overhead, I felt very lucky.

Featured: i live here:SF

I am thrilled to announce that my story and photos for the amazing blog by Julie Michelle featuring stories by those who live in this city, i live here:SF, went live this morning!

It’s an honest account of how I moved to SF and my experiences living here. I had a great time with Julie doing my photo shoot. She has a warm presence. I’ve always felt at ease with her and her camera. We spent time in my lovely apartment and wandered my neighborhood streets – Hampshire, 19th, Bryant, Harrison, 20th, Shotwell…

I would be honored if you would check it out.

Links:

Me on i live here:SF

i live here:SF home

Julie Michelle

a poem: a yesterday

a yesterday

my first open mic
performance in SF:
Viracocha wordparty
treasures abound in this
dragon’s underground lair

friends and family
bound by poetry
and this city

rollin’ rollin’
runnin’ runnin’

by bus
by bike

searchin’ searchin’
for
balance

bizarre day, really
string of events
threads of coincidence

experimental life
lookin’
leapin’

how do I put it all together?
how do I make my ends
meet?
my spirals intertwine?
my passions unite?

not unravel?

how to be a

successful

focused

Renaissance

woman?

what’s it all mean?

cake and bass
sea cats and beer

typewriter jazz

deep breaths
laughter
talk

words
words
and
quiet

good night!

SFZine Fest 2010

A week later, I’m finally recovered enough to do this post…

Last week, my BFF from CO and DIY/zinester counterpart, MQ, came out to San Francisco. We had a lovely time eating various forms of deliciousness in the Mission, shopping on Valencia, going to the beach (It’s a big deal to girls from Colorado!), hanging out in the Haight, and of course, assembling our zines and other materials for the 2010 SF Zine Fest.

I really think this year was our best festival ever. We featured 3 artists from CO: MQ, Adan Delagara, and Kelly of shortandqueer. From CA we had myself and KokoroKara. We had the most cohesive table display we’ve ever assembled, we sold more than ever before, and we had nothing but positive experiences and interactions with other exhibitors and attendees all weekend. Utterly fantastic. Lots of friends came to support and check out the festival. And of course, I walked away with a huge stack of zines and art that will keep me busy for many weeks.

I’m really proud of my and MQ’s new zines. I created a collection of 10 years of my poetry titled “Pop Tarts and Really Good Beer” and my first comic zine, “The Adventures of Kitty & Monkey.” Both will be on sale on my Etsy shop in the next week. MQ’s new zine, “The People We Might Be” featured 3 new essays that connect to mysterious photos from her grandmother’s collection. MQ is an amazing writer and as usual, I was moved by her essays. My favorite was definitely the one about her boyfriend and his gun collection!

What did we learn this year at the Zine Fest?

Finances: We did a lot better this year managing our finances and keeping track of our inventory (I’m happy to report that everyone got paid!) but next year I’d like to have an actual cash box that can lock. That would help soooo much – no more digging around in envelopes for change!

Pricing: I really struggle with knowing how to price my stuff. I’ve been dealing with this on Etsy, as well. MQ and I discussed this a lot – how do you balance the hours you put in both designing and creating, the materials you use, and predicting what people will actually pay for something? I think my break through moment with this was when MQ put it simply – “Is this in my budget range? Would I be able to buy this?” Instead of pricing for some phantom “rich folks,” I should just price for someone like me and make my work affordable and accessible.

Self-promo: I’m really bad at talking up my own stuff, but great at promoting my friends’! Why is this? MQ agreed – so we’d talk up each others’ work a ton AND try to be better about promoting our own stuff.

Customers: I took note of what people were drawn to on our table. Bold lines and colors are an obvious choice, but it was interesting how people automatically went for the zine with the thick, touchable, textured paper. Materials really do make a difference.

Above all, I don’t know what I’d do without MQ! A table buddy makes life so much easier. You have someone to talk to when there’s a lag or when exhaustion sets in, someone to double check the inventory while you chat up customers, someone to watch the table if you need a break, and one of you can go get coffee/lunch/walk around the festival!

We declared this year’s SFZF a total success and we can’t wait for next year! MQ’s visit made me ridiculously happy and I can’t wait to see her again soon.

Right now I’m focusing on my Etsy inventory and catching up on projects. Onwards and upwards, friends!

And lastly, the tip of the iceberg…

Some favorite folks we ran into!

Amy Martin

nerd Jerk

Everybody Get Up

Doctor Popular

Some new favorites!

Mary Van Note

Malachi Ward

Elle Skinner

Agent Agnes

There were so many more… Yay Zine Fest!

A REAL SF Weekend

A REAL SF Weekend

started on
my Thursday:
ink stains
darken
my pillow flesh
my writing callous

but
late afternoon sun
illuminates red
produce glows
lights up locals

then
in the Kitchen
bike grease
darkens
my manicure
what was the point?

love being both

quiet evenings
raucous afternoons
awake at
3 AM, 5 AM, sunrise

washing day:
shrouded in chill
day of the sun:
aptly named
a blaze on my skin

Dolores

soak it up:

good food + good friends
good food + good friends
good food + good friends