Aug 16 2010

Oh geez, SFZF is only 3 weeks away!!!

In 3 glorious weeks, my BFF from CO, the righteous MQ, will be in SF and we will be getting our DIY on at the SFZF or San Francisco Zine Fest (that’s a lot of initials/acronyms in one sentence)! And this weekend felt like a Zine Fest preview weekend for me.

Yesterday, Saturday, I took a walk and checked out the Market SF artist fair at the Blue Macaw in the Mission and met some lovely artists. Melinda Mae and I gushed about how much we love the physical textures of fabrics and how we can’t resist touching them! We also discussed the best places to buy fabrics (Japan & NYC are at the top of the list, just in case you’re curious. I learned later that LA is also great). I really wish I could buy Melinda’s handbags – they’re so beautiful! Hopefully one day soon.

I also lusted after Creek Van Houten’s amazing steampunk jewelry and trinkets. Leyna Lightman gave me a cookie and told me about dyeing lace and the lace she bought in Turkey. I bought fun envelopes from Meleta Buckstaff and I LOVE her bracelet cuffs made from old men’s ties. Brilliant! I didn’t get to talk with them, but I really liked Monkey and Seal’s crafts too! Lastly, I spent a long time talking with Stephanie Cortes of nerdJerk whose blog I’ve just started to read, but whom I already have an ENORMOUS craft crush on. She’s also a member of the SF Bay Area Etsy Street Team. I bought her zine and she gave me a button. Huzzah! There were lots of other lovely artists at the fair, but unfortunately I didn’t get to talk with them all.

Today, Sunday, I took an early morning bike ride through the Mission to Ocean Beach. On the way back through Golden Gate Park, I stopped at the County Fair Building (the same venue as the SFZF) and checked out the Vintage Paper Expo. I had no idea people were so hardcore about vintage paper goods! I’ve also never seen so many boxes of postcards in one place. In order not to get overwhelmed/spend any money I didn’t spend a ton of time there, but I looked lots and I did buy a couple vintage postcards for friends. I want to save my pennies and hopefully buy some original, turn of the century fashion plates next year!

And to top it all off, I visited a friend who went to Comic Con in San Diego this year and brought back a little present for me – a signed copy of Amy Martin’s The Girls are Mighty Fine, which I was planning on buying at SFZF! Oh, glory!

So I’m all inspired and close to getting my own projects finished for the SFZF in a few short weeks! I’m putting out a collection of 10 years of my poetry, and my first ever comic book! I couldn’t be more excited. I’m also stoked to work on my Etsy shop and make it better.

Don’t forget, kids! Come to the San Francisco Zine Fest! Sept. 4 & 5 at the County Fair Building in Golden Gate Park!


Aug 7 2010

Featured Project #4: Coworker Portraits

There are several projects I’ve completed over the last couple months that I’d like to showcase. So I’ve decided to write about one every day for the rest of the week until they’re all up.

When I was working at Currents, on Valencia, I wanted to make something for my coworkers because they have inspired me so much in the business of arts and crafts. I’ve also been wanting to start painting again, but didn’t have a lot of money or materials to work with. The project I decided on was to do portraits of my coworkers on cardboard. I took photos of my coworkers when we were at work together to have images to work from.

The first portrait I did was of my coworker friend who was leaving for a long stay in Japan. That portrait I painted with coffee and wine, which was really fun, and I did accents with pens. Unfortunately I didn’t get any photos of it because I had to finish it in a hurry. Hopefully when she comes back at the end of the month I can get some photos of it.

My other two coworker friends’ portraits I finished before I left Currents and gave them during my last couple days there. I used cardboard again, but this time my new roommate B let me use his tempera paints. It’s funny, I didn’t have a lot of colors on hand, but it worked out perfectly, as I wanted to paint the portraits using my friends’ favorite colors, and that’s what I ended up having! Sometimes, I really think having the challenge of limits actually makes art better. As scary as some of my limitations can seem right now, I have to embrace them as a chance to grow.

Here are the visuals!

My friends are artists, too – please check out their sites! You can see why I’m so inspired…

Chelsey Dyer

Rachel, aka Kokoro Kara

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Jul 26 2010

Transitions

A year ago, I was starting a major transition in my life. I was living in Japan, getting ready for a trip to Thailand before my move back to the United States. In September 2009, I moved to San Francisco to pursue dance as my professional career.

Now, almost August 2010 and a year anniversary with San Francisco fast approaching, I am in the midst of another transition. I’m on a break from dancing to heal a chronic lower back condition. I have quit one of my part time jobs to the tune:

“I am an artist! It’s time to LIVE it. BE what I am, what I feel I’ve been training for my whole life. No longer will I put art in the background as a ‘hobby,’ I want it to be my way of life. I want to be a professional artist.”

I have lots of ideas of how to make that happen, but I’m not going to lie: I’m a little nervous.

The week following my last day at the little shop where I was working has actually been incredibly stressful. This isn’t vacation. Now I start working for myself and that means working harder than ever. It’s a time of true dedication and discipline.

One of the tasks I’ve set up for myself is the reconstruction of this website, and in general my entire online presence. This too feels scarier than it should. I have to remind myself that it’s not complete reinvention, it’s the process of continuing to discover who I want to be, who I am, and how I present myself and interact with the world.

I’ve been online apart of various communities since high school, yet sometimes I feel very lost in a cloud of my own creation. But as I grow up, it’s important to remember that life, and the Internet, is an experiment. So my LiveJournal account is almost 9 years old – if it’s no longer really reflecting me, then it’s time to try something new! If I’m unhappy with Facebook, what I can I do to make it work for me? Online social etworks are a tool and they should work for me, not feel like they’re taking over my life. I want to present my creative life in a manner that is professional, focused, but still ME: down to earth, quirky, rambling, poetic, vibrant, dancing through life in various ways and mediums…

I’ve always loved writing, journaling, drawing, moving, photography, art, poetry… so many forms and ways of expressions. Instead of trying to define and categorize them, this next step in my Internet experiment is to simply showcase each project as they are born and develop. Blog and portfolio, growing together.

As always, this is first and foremost for my family and family of friends, to share my life with them across distances.